Published online by Cambridge University Press: 12 March 2025
Why am I haunted every single day of my life by the nearness of death and its inevitability!
Katherine MansfieldThe Absence at the Heart of Home
In December 1908 Katherine Mansfield noted: ‘I should like to write a life much in the style of Walter Pater's “Child in the House”. About a girl in Wellington.’ This project started to materialise in March 1915, when she began a novel called Karori, which was however abandoned. Her brother Leslie Beauchamp's visit to London in August 1915 triggered further memories and these took shape in ‘The Wind Blows’ (1920), a first version of which was published as ‘Autumns: II’ in Signature on 4 October 1915, three days before Leslie died while training for war.
Mansfield's bereavement prompted an identification with Leslie that not only translated into the need to share her living experiences with her dead brother (‘I never see anything that I like, or hear anything, without the longing that he should see and hear, too’), but which also entailed a reversal of her expectations and authorial stance:
I am just as much dead as he is. The present and the future mean nothing to me: I am no longer ‘curious’ about people; […] and the only possible value that anything can have for me is that it should put me in mind of something that happened or was when we were alive. [My italics]
This emotional crisis proved conducive to a new source of inspiration, which Mansfield perceived as contrasting with her previous creative concerns as she noted in January 1916:
Now, really, what is it that I do want to write? I ask myself. Am I less of a writer than I used to be […] But no […] at bottom never has been my desire so ardent. Only the form that I would choose has changed utterly. I feel no longer concerned with the same appearances of things.
The result of this aesthetic shift was Mansfield's momentous decision to write recollections of her ‘undiscovered country’, making New Zealand ‘leap into the eyes of the old world […] with a sense of mystery, a radiance, an after glow because you, my little sun of it, are set’.
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