Book contents
- Frontmatter
- Contents
- Acknowledgments
- Preface to the 2003 Second Edition
- Introduction
- 1 Violating Apartheid in the United States
- 2 A Street History of El Barrio
- 3 Crackhouse Management: Addiction, Discipline, and Dignity
- 4 “Goin Legit”: Disrespect and Resistance at Work
- 5 School Days: Learning to be a Better Criminal
- 6 Redrawing the Gender Line on the Street
- 7 Families and Children in Pain
- 8 Vulnerable Fathers
- 9 Conclusion
- Epilogue
- Epilogue 2003
- Notes
- Bibliography
- Index
- Other books in the series
Epilogue
Published online by Cambridge University Press: 05 June 2014
- Frontmatter
- Contents
- Acknowledgments
- Preface to the 2003 Second Edition
- Introduction
- 1 Violating Apartheid in the United States
- 2 A Street History of El Barrio
- 3 Crackhouse Management: Addiction, Discipline, and Dignity
- 4 “Goin Legit”: Disrespect and Resistance at Work
- 5 School Days: Learning to be a Better Criminal
- 6 Redrawing the Gender Line on the Street
- 7 Families and Children in Pain
- 8 Vulnerable Fathers
- 9 Conclusion
- Epilogue
- Epilogue 2003
- Notes
- Bibliography
- Index
- Other books in the series
Summary
Sometimes at night I stand in front of my son. I just look at him, and I cry. I be thinking: “I don't deserve such a good little nigga’. And besides Felipe, what's gonna happen to him? I'm twenty-six years old already. I mean, I don't know what the fuck I'm doing in life. I don't got no direction. You gotta help me Felipe – please!
CaesarI returned to New York City during the spring and part of the summer and fall of 1994 to make the final revisions on this manuscript and prepare this epilogue. As it goes to press:
Primo has not sold drugs for more than three years and has cut his ties to Ray. He no longer sniffs cocaine or even drinks alcohol. As a matter of fact, on one occasion when an acquaintance from the Game Room insisted on buying him a beer, he discreetly poured it into the gutter.
For the third summer in a row, Primo has found a temporary job, earning $500 a week before taxes, as a night porter in a luxury high-rise condominium building on the Upper East Side. He is replacing the full-time, unionized night porters who go on vacation during the summer months. Primo missed several days of work when he was hospitalized for a week because of an asthma attack precipitated by an allergic reaction to debris he cleaned up in the condominium building's maintenance-repair facility.
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- In Search of RespectSelling Crack in El Barrio, pp. 328 - 338Publisher: Cambridge University PressPrint publication year: 2002