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Notes From the Field (From the Desk): To Hold

Published online by Cambridge University Press:  23 August 2021

Kélina Gotman*
Affiliation:
Department of English, King's College London, London, UK

Extract

The last seminar of my “Introduction to Literary Theories” course in the fall semester of 2020 involved really difficult material on gender and race; it was exposing; none of the students had their cameras on. I was nearly in tears. Kept composure. We had been navigating well through the semester, with this and the other first-year module on poetry—subjects adjacent to theatre as a result of my situation within a department of English literature. This semester, I've been more bold, gently asking students to turn cameras on; I remember, though, always, Owen Parry's articulation of audience participation at the start of a Zoom event for the Welsh National Theatre. Some people hang back; some people are highly present (front-row types—I was always one of those); but all of this is good.1 I've been relaxing my need to “see” everyone out there. As a committed lecturer—a relapsed performer who has found solace in lecture stages—I'm always keen to read the room, normally; to see body posture, faces, engagement or puzzlement, and to respond to this; everything nonverbal that goes on. I was devastated, unsurprised, at the end of a conversation with a colleague on the development of what may become a major “Creative Hub,” to hear that our lecture halls might be replaced with sort of multifunction rooms, as if movable chairs meant we could suddenly be free. I think not enough is understood of the theatre of a lecture hall—the theatricality, the performativity, of what goes on—ways this is live, deeply so; ways students are not “passive” at all listening. That we don't need to go to “participatory art” in order to find ourselves within an ethical, social, committed space together; everything of that sort is lost with screens, or nearly. The sentiment of speaking out into a void.

Type
Special Section: Notes from the Field: Remembering Times of Crisis
Copyright
Copyright © The Authors, 2021. Published by Cambridge University Press on behalf of American Society for Theatre Research, Inc.

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Endnotes

1 Owen G. Parry, Myth Lab Drinxx, Open Access Lab, National Theatre Wales, 29 June 2020, See http://owengparry.com/myth-lab-drinxx/4595081620, accessed 12 June 2021.

2 Anna Deavere Smith, “19 May 2020” and Elise Morrison, “3 July 2020,” in TDR Editors, “Forum: After Covid-19, What?” TDR 64.3 (T247; 2020): 191–224, at 193, 222.

3 Hamilton, John T., Security: Politics, Humanity, and the Philology of Care (Princeton, NJ: Princeton University Press, 2013), 6Google Scholar.