1 Socrates and “another side of the truth”: Subjectivity and Felt Conviction
And when the Lord saw that he turned aside to look, God called to him out of the midst of the bush, and He cried, “Moses!” And he said, “Here I am.” God said: “Do not come near! Remove thy sandals from thy feet, for the place where you stand is holy ground.” Moses hid his face; as he was afraid to look upon God.
Isaiah answer’d: “I saw no God, nor heard any, in a finite organical perception: but my senses discovered the infinite in every thing, and as I was then perswaded [sic], & I remain confirm’d, that the voice of honest indignation is the voice of God. I cared not for consequences, but wrote.” Then I asked: “Does a firm perswasion that a thing is so, make it so?” He replied: “All poets believe that it does, & in ages of imagination this firm perswasion removed mountains; but many are not capable of a firm perswasion of any thing.”
Improvement makes for strait [sic] roads, but the crooked roads without Improvement are roads of Genius.
Human life is poetry. It’s we who live it, unconsciously, day by day, … yet in its inviolable wholeness it lives us, it composes us. This is something far different from the old cliché, “Turn your life into a work of art”; we are works of art – but we are not the artist.
For Kierkegaard, a supremely meaningful life requires having a personal destiny formed in relation to God, and remaining faithful to our greatest loves and passions. Since love and God are not two but one, these twin desiderata tend to merge. Kierkegaard’s admiration for the spirit of classical Greek philosophy, and particularly for Socrates, cannot be overstated.
Near the very end of his life, Kierkegaard writes that “the only analogy I have before me is Socrates” (KW 23, 341). Socrates was his intellectual hero, so he provides an obvious starting point for this Element. For, when Camus portrays “the fundamental question of philosophy” as whether, and on what terms, life is worth living,Footnote 1 he is reviving a Socratic conception of philosophy (Furtak Reference Furtak, Pattison and Lippitt2013a).
It is frequently observed that some of the early Greek thinkers, from the pre-Socratics through Aristotle, had interests that included naturalistic metaphysics. A contemporary bias in favor of all things scientific can entail an overemphasis on this, and a voluntary ignoring of other overlaps – between, for instance, ancient philosophy and poetry, or ancient philosophy and religion. Numerous classical Greek thinkers wrote poetically, Plato included, and very few were atheists. Narrow, modish assumptions about rationality, and about philosophy itself, “persistently distort and misrepresent” the ancient Greek world.Footnote 2 It is accurate enough to state that ancient Greek philosophers were dedicated to reason, as long as we keep in mind that their “conception of ‘reason’ was richer and more complex than our own” (Nightingale Reference Nightingale2021, 171).
Here are two examples suggesting that to question traditional views, for the early Greek thinkers, does not require elevating scientific evidence over the literary and the religious as such. The itinerant poet-philosopher Xenophanes, originally of Colophon, is well-known as a critic of deities made in human form: “If cattle or horses or lions had hands and could draw / And could sculpture like men, then the horses would draw their gods / Like horses, and cattle like cattle, and each would then shape / Bodies of gods in the likeness, each kind, of its own.”Footnote 3 Yet this critique of anthromorphic gods and goddesses such as those found in Homer’s polytheistic vision and in the popular imagination serves the purpose of a heterodox theism: there is, Xenophanes asserts, “One God, greatest among gods and human beings, / In no way similar to mortals either in body or in thought.”Footnote 4 And the poet Sappho of Lesbos, roughly a contemporary of the consensus “first philosopher” Thales, already takes a stand against the frequently war-glorifying Homeric epics when she writes, “Some say an army on horseback, / some say on foot, and some say ships / are the most beautiful things / on this black earth, / but I say / it is whatever you love.”Footnote 5 She offers an alternate theory of value and anticipates the discussions of love in Plato’s Symposium.
At a loss to characterize what defines the family resemblance among modern existential philosophers, Walter Kaufmann at one point refers to “their perfervid individualism.”Footnote 6 This is more of an apt description than it might initially seem to be, and it captures what distinguishes the emergence of early Greek philosophy as well. The ancient philosophers’ avid quest to think for themselves allows them to show us the possibilities that we might embrace, for they are never simply a mirror of their context. They offer us alternatives to the most prevalent vantage points, rescuing us from being intellectually a mere reflex of where and when we happened to be born. They both disprove and liberate us from “the insipid tenet that every thought is the product of its time,” inviting us to bear the weight of questions that are always new for each of us,Footnote 7 for which there is no answer in the back of the book. And they may help us to discover an interpretation of existence that relates to our deepest perplexities and our highest aspirations.
A criterion of individuality in philosophical vision serves well to distinguish the first Greek philosophers from what came before. For a philosophy could be defined as a framework through which we make sense of the world and our place in it, whether implicitly by virtue of our upbringing or more deliberately through critical evaluation. Many ancient Greeks took for granted the Homeric view of things, which no doubt qualifies as a worldview,Footnote 8 and as we shall see, it operates in the background of subsequent philosophizing – not least in Plato’s dialogues, which selectively integrate and transform it for their own purposes.Footnote 9 Critical evaluation of a given framework is crucial: one is not a philosopher just by virtue of holding opinions, even if the unreflective adherent of the Homeric worldview does in a sense have a philosophy.
This is not to say that theoretical inquiry, the questioning and modification of inherited ideas, is more important than upholding an existential attitude: theory without practice is just as bad as practice without a consciously formulated theoretical outlook. Both are essential to the ancient Greeks. Implicitly following Stoic precepts because, say, one grew up male in a macho culture differs from formulating and following Stoic doctrine – as Chrysippus did – or critically revising that doctrine and striving to enact one’s revised version of Stoic ethics – as Aristo of Chios and Dionysius of Heraclea, for instance, are said to have done.Footnote 10
So we should ask ourselves, even when encountering the more apparently naturalistic arguments found in some pre-Socratic thinkers, what pertinence does this idea have for human beings who seek to understand reality and their role in it? The pursuit of wisdom that relates to human life is such a prominent theme throughout this period that our principle of interpretation ought to be that all theorizing relates to practice, unless there are compelling reasons to conclude otherwise in a concrete instance.Footnote 11 This means that we cannot approach the ancient Greeks with the prevalent modern conception of philosophy in mind, which presumes that abstract reflections and theoretical positions are entities that interact in logical space, having a life of their own at a remove from human existence. Instead, we must take seriously the Greek sense that inquiry into the structure of the universe and of the human mind is needed in order to comport oneself well. For an analytic philosopher with a dry wit, it is easy to make fun of a figure such as Thales for claiming that everything is water (and that souls are present in all things). “Presocratic inquiries were inevitably crude. Thales, if we are to believe the later testimony, held that everything is made of water,” such that “cucumbers are 100 per cent water, not 99 per cent as modern culinary pundits say.” As is all the sand in the Sahara Desert (Barnes Reference Barnes1987, 21).
By contrast, here is a vastly more imaginative classicist, namely Nietzsche:
Greek philosophy seems to begin with an absurd notion, with the proposition that water is the primal origin and the womb of all things. Is it really necessary to take serious notice of this proposition? It is… . because contained in it, if only embryonically, is the thought, “all things are one.”
Or take the notion that a cosmic principle of reason is echoed in the human mind, first articulated by Heraclitus. If one believes this, then the best life one can lead will be based upon abiding by that principle of reason. This illustrates how it could be that philosophical reflection can lead to insight about existence and its meaning, thus issuing in an exemplary way of living. Whatever may be said on behalf of philosophy as a merely academic enterprise, there are core questions of philosophy as it has existed in the Western tradition – most of them, of course, first examined by the ancient Greeks – that are not legitimately pursued in a manner that fails to take account of the individual to whom these questions pertain, and whose being is at stake in how she or he answers them. So there may be little to be said in favor of a nonexistential ideal of what philosophy ought to be.
We ought to reject the naysayers who assert, generally without argument, that the “view of philosophy as concerned with the philosophy of life” is in fact “rather narrow” (!) and too “romantic” besides (Hamlyn Reference Hamlyn1990, 13). What it is, in fact, is ambitious, inclusive, and ancient. It may be fair enough to claim, as another analytically minded contemporary philosopher does (see Cooper Reference Cooper2012, 25), that “you could not make a life from thinking what Anaximander or Anaximenes did about the origins and current composition of the natural world,” but he might have gone a bit out of his way to notice what Heidegger writes about the former (in Heidegger Reference Heidegger2015, 1–77).
If we were to trace the existential spirit through philosophy’s early flowering in ancient Greece and the broader Mediterranean world from Thales (and Sappho) to Pyrrho, we would find that it is pervasive during these centuries – yet more emphatically so at certain places and times. It is accurate to suggest that, just as it is centered geographically in Athens during its heyday, the existential spirit builds up to a pinnacle in the middle dialogues of Plato, above all in the figure of Socrates as he is presented in the Phaedo, discoursing about the psyche on the last day of his life. Nowhere else is intense theoretical reflection linked to such an urgent issue that concerns each of us in particular. Death is the only certainty, and the only thing about which nothing is more uncertain, as Kierkegaard points out, writing that “inasmuch as death is the object of earnestness,” a sincere inquiry into it requires “that we should not be overhasty in acquiring an opinion with regard to it” (KW 15, 99–100). It must not be a mere opinion to which we pay lip-service, because “not only is that person mad who talks senselessly, but the person is fully as mad who states a correct opinion if it has absolutely no significance for him” (KW 15, 99–100). In Kierkegaard’s pseudonymous Concluding Unscientific Postscript, this theme is much stressed.
According to Plato’s Apology, Socrates – on trial for impiety and corruption – claimed that “the unexamined life is not worth living” for a human being,Footnote 12 and that he had a special vocation to provoke his fellow citizens into leading the examined life. Plato goes out of his way to indicate that he himself was present at the trial (34a, 38b), an uncharacteristic move that is not duplicated anywhere else in his writings. That would appear to suggest that we are getting something like an eyewitness account of what the historical Socrates said on this occasion.Footnote 13 That Kierkegaard supports this interpretation is shown, e.g., when he writes that “Socrates would not use the speech which was offered him,” finding it too “artfully contrived.”Footnote 14 In addition, the character of Socrates in the Apology is a literary figure who bears a strong resemblance to the historical philosopher.
And Socrates must have been up to something, because his friend Chaerephon went to the Delphic oracle of Apollo and asked if anyone was wiser than Socrates. Perhaps it had to do with the widespread opinion “that in certain respects Socrates is superior to the majority” (34e–35a). The answer he received was that “no one was wiser” (21a). This prompted Socrates to search for others who seemed to possess wisdom – including politicians, poets, and craftsmen – in order to show the oracle a counterexample (21b–23b). Was he trying to refute the oracle? The overall tone of Socrates in this dialogue is that of a religiously devout person, so it seems more likely that he was seeking only to clarify, through an apparent counterexample, what exactly the oracle meant. Singling out the poets especially, Kierkegaard writes that poetry “present[s] things in the medium of the imagination instead of urging people toward ethical realization” (Pap X 2 A 229; NB14:55 / KJN 6, 381). Socrates, by contrast, “managed to keep himself on the pinnacle of continually expressing the existential,”Footnote 15 as the Danish existential thinker points out.
We get a glimpse of the Socratic method of questioning when Socrates cross-examines his accuser Meletus (24d–27e), leading him to contradict himself and to show that he does not really care about the issues of impiety and corruption. What is the pertinence of the latter point? If Socrates is guilty as charged, then it would seem to be irrelevant whether the plaintiff cares authentically about the matters at hand. Yet a central premise of the Socratic method is that the person being examined be truly invested in the views that he or she espouses, and not merely to be entertaining a position. His emphasis on the difference between theory abstractly conceived and actual personal conviction shows the existential spirit of Socratic philosophizing.
Philosophy for Socrates, then, is “a process, a discipline, a lifelong quest,”Footnote 16 based upon subjecting one’s ideas to rational criticism in dialogue with others, refuting apparent knowledge in order to bring people to admit their ignorance and interrogate things more critically. Some of his interlocutors might find this edifying, but many others, such as Meletus, are only annoyed and angry to be roped into a conversation guided by Socrates and his agenda. How can Socrates defend the value of his practice? For one thing, he regards himself as divinely authorized to do what he has been doing, thanks in part to the oracle, even if he is a prophet with no message to proclaim – this is why Kierkegaard calls him “purely negative” (CI, 210). It is a magnificent refutation of the charge of impiety if he can convince the jury that he indeed has a sacrosanct vocation to engage in philosophical questioning: “the god ordered me,” he says, to lead “the life of a philosopher” (28e). He is on a mission. “With respect to Socrates the difficulty is not to understand his teaching but to understand him” (Pap VIII 1 A 490; NB4:9 / KJN 4, 292).
He is not, as the plaintiffs contend, “a student of all things in the sky and below the earth, who makes the worse argument the stronger” (18b). He renounces naturalistic inquiry, and here too Kierkegaard echoes him. “If there were anything to be done through natural science in the process of defining spirituality, I’d be the first to get my hands on a microscope” (Pap 46 VII 1 A 191 / PJ, 240; trans. modified). Socrates attends to the human realm (26d), and within this realm he is not concerned with rhetorical expertise for its own sake, but with discovering the truth – insofar as that is an attainable goal. “I think there is no greater blessing for the city than my service to the god. For I go around doing nothing but persuading both young and old among you not to care for your body or your wealth [but] for the best possible state of your soul” (30a–b). He is “a kind of gadfly” (30e) who stings in order to jolt people out of their complacency, thus performing a valuable service to the city, as a divine messenger. In Kierkegaard’s opinion, Socrates compares himself to a gadfly “because he want[s] to have only ethical significance.”Footnote 17 He confers on each of his neighbors “what I say is the greatest benefit, by trying to persuade him not to care for any of [her or] his belongings before caring that he himself should be as good and as wise as possible” (36c). If there is a clear positive imperative to be found in Socrates’ quest for wisdom, as outlined in the Apology, it is that we should focus on the state of our psyche, our mind or soul,Footnote 18 rather than on such external affairs as heaping up wealth. Inner riches are inestimably more valuable than outer ones.
One thing that seemed both sacrilegious and potentially corrupting to Socrates’ accusers was that, in the words of Meletus, “he says that the sun is [made of] stone, and the moon earth” (26d). The prosecution has formally alleged that Socrates “busies himself studying things in the sky and below the earth” (19b). Yet this is a misconception, as not only Plato but also Aristotle attests,Footnote 19 a source of which is the comic drama The Clouds, by Aristophanes, to which Socrates alludes and refers (18c-d, 19c). This play shows a character named “Socrates” suspended in a basket, offering reductive physicalistic explanations such as that thunder is a vast, heavenly fart. Evidently, Socrates was associated with the natural philosophers in the popular imagination; yet, for Kierkegaard, it makes perfect sense: “How normal! First he occupies himself with nature (natural science, astronomy, etc.) and then goes over to dealing with [human beings] as an ethicist and stays with that” (Pap X 4 A 319 / JP 4284).
If the Socrates of Plato’s Apology is concerned with finding a general understanding, it is of such topics as “virtue … and those other things about which you hear me conversing and testing myself and others” (38a), such things presumably including beauty, goodness, equality, piety, and the like. As we shall see, Socrates seeks to define such terms. And he has no doubt that this is his existential task. To philosophize has been urged upon him “by means of oracles and dreams, and in every other way that a divine manifestation has ever ordered a person to do anything” (33c). This assurance of spiritual purpose is a major reason why it is that “belief in a special, direct relation between himself and divine forces must be accepted in any account of his mentality which lays claim to completeness.”Footnote 20 Another, even more central, reason is Socrates’ famous daimon or divine sign.
Socrates has a sacred inward “voice” which, he says, Meletus has ridiculed in the trial, which “began when I was a child” and “whenever it speaks it turns me away from something I was about to do” (31d; see also 40a–b). Also documented by Xenophon and Diogenes Laertius, the daimonion or daimon is mentioned in numerous other Platonic dialogues as well.Footnote 21 It is inwardly felt by Socrates as a kind of prompting, and interpreted as a religious inspiration to be trusted; when he figures out why it steered him as it did, this tends to be after the fact. Initially, as soon as the daimonic signal manifests itself, his duty is simply to obey – and, apparently, he always does.Footnote 22 No portrayal of Socrates can leave aside his daimonion, and Kierkegaard is an inspired genius in a similar manner. Yet the divine sign is considered by many interpreters to be an embarrassment for Socratic rationalism.
The admittedly “scientific” Russell, who complains about the “religious” character of the Apology, concludes his account of the Phaedo by refusing to name its author a philosopher because it contains arguments for the immortality of the psyche.Footnote 23 The psuchē, which is the Greek term for mind or soul, can be adequately translated by any of these three terms and thematically dominates Plato’s Phaedo – a dialogue that is, contra Russell, a philosophical as well as a literary masterpiece. It combines logical argumentFootnote 24 and mythological speculation and presents Socrates simultaneously as an abstract theorist and an unforgettably singular person.
We have every reason to think that Socrates’ belief in his “divine sign” was well-known, that it was a main basis for the charge of blasphemy, and that it was taken seriously by himself and by his contemporaries. So one way to proceed would be simply to leave it conspicuously out of one’s depiction of Socrates in Plato’s Apology, proclaiming that all we need know about “the divine nature” for the philosopher on trial is that it is “totally and perfectly rational,”Footnote 25 universal secular reason prevailing over anything particular to Socrates. Or, as an alternative, one could insist that Socrates’ daimonion is only a way of denoting his human power of listening to the voice of reason.Footnote 26 Yet, at face value, the Apology could hardly be more explicit in confirming that Socrates viewed his philosophical activity as a sacred vocation, grounded in extra-rational sources of conviction.Footnote 27 Most importantly for present purposes, while Socrates advocates the examined life for any human being, his intense pursuit of that life is based on a directive that is uniquely his own. As Kierkegaard sums it up in 1851, “Socrates believed that he was divinely commissioned” (Pap X 4 A 334 / JP 4286).
Although his “relentless honesty” is “easily mistaken for arrogance,”Footnote 28 and some readers will claim that calling Socrates arrogant is spot on, he is a warrior of thought, willing to die for the sake of his philosophical mission, God’s gift to the city (30a, 31a), who has begun something that will not end with his own death (39c-d). Even an ambivalent interpreter of Socrates such as Nietzsche admits that, for Socrates, “thinking serves life,”Footnote 29 and his admirer Kierkegaard agrees in no uncertain terms that the ancient Athenian is someone for whom “theory and practice” are fully harmonious (CI, 51). Furthermore, whatever wisdom he might gain in this lifelong quest is not attained once-and-for-all, since its pursuit and maintenance require a kind of “perpetual self-examination” in conversation with others.Footnote 30 By condemning Socrates to be executed, his fellow citizens are only harming themselves, converting their unappreciated beneficiary into a martyr for his cause.
Or so he asserts, in his defense at the trial. Yet other Socratic dialogues by Plato paint a less consistently commendable picture. Take, for instance, the Crito, which purports to relay the discussion that the eponymous close friend of Socrates had with him after sneaking into prison to rescue him as he was awaiting the administering of the death penalty. Crito, who has been trying to persuade Socrates to escape, makes what is apparently his last effort to do so; bribes have been paid (43a), and the leadership of Athens is willing to look the other way if Socrates’ friends want to smuggle him out of jail and save his life. Crito argues (44b–c) that allowing Socrates to be put to death will deprive him of an irreplaceable companion, a loss that will sting more painfully as other people assume that Crito did not try hard enough to rescue him from this fate. Moreover, it is not inherently just for Socrates to accept the death penalty after a blatantly unjust court case in which a greater majority of jurors voted for his execution than had found him guilty (45c–d), and if he consents to die, he will be failing as a father to raise and educate his sons.Footnote 31
Hearing these four reasons for escape, Socrates does not bother to reply to more than one of them, the second, which he reduces to a superficial concern for public gossip, answering his devoted friend with a cruel rhetorical question about whether we should worry about what “the majority” think (44c–d, 48a), full stop.Footnote 32 He does not respond to Crito’s exasperation that all of this, including the trial itself, could have been avoided, or Crito’s insinuation that he is taking the easy way out, all too willing to injure his family and friends and end his philosophical career at a premature date. Instead, he detours into a bizarre report of a dialogue he supposedly had with the personified Laws of Athens (50a–54c), to the effect that he has implicitly signed a sort of social contract with these laws over the course of his entire life. This rhetorical flourish is not convincing to Crito at all; it only leaves him in devastated silence (54d), as if his friend Socrates is not someone with whom one can reason once he has dug in his heels. This is not an instance of simply following the argument wherever it leads – rather, it looks like obstinacy.
Yet even in his assurance about accepting the death penalty, Socrates gives an impression of being remarkably at peace with himself and his situation. A healthy stubbornness is probably needed in order to sustain the kind of conviction he shows in the Apology, motivated to enact the “divine mission” of philosophy not only by the Delphic oracle’s mysterious pronouncement but also and especially by his inward belief in “a private daimonic voice.”Footnote 33 While we must at times ask ourselves whether Socrates lives up to his ideals, those ideals are nothing less than a notion of philosophy as an existentially urgent way of life, a profoundly committed quest for wisdom involving the utmost care for one’s soul.Footnote 34 Despite the unmistakably social dimension of his project as Athenian gadfly, he seems in the Apology to regard the realm of law and politics as quite an alienating space into which his particular subjectivity does not fit – which is why he sees his nonappearance in court until age seventy as a sign of his honesty (17d–18a). Defiant toward the jury at his trial, Socrates is surprisingly acquiescent in submitting to his legal penalty.
Although Socrates seems sure that his way of life “is the best … for all human beings,” as Nehamas points out, we are also following in a Socratic spirit if we conceive of philosophy as “an effort to develop a mode of life that is unique to [each] particular individual.”Footnote 35 A manifesto for the examined life, his defense in Plato’s Apology is intent upon distinguishing his concern for human existence from the more naturalistic inquiries of some of his predecessors (19c, 26d) such as Anaxagoras, who shares with Socrates the distinction of being accused of impiety and brought to trial in Athens, from which Anaxagoras was subsequently exiled.Footnote 36 We are struck by the extraordinary personality of Socrates, and the impression it has left on other thinkers from Plato through the present day. Tranquil in facing death, professing to know nothing yet assured of esoteric insights, and having the brazenness to claim that the “penalty” he truly deserves is to be provided with banquets at public expense (36d–37a), Socrates has been an inspiration to many. Yet Kierkegaard suggests that Socrates is “essentially unpopular,” for few “in each generation” can “understand that an idea could sway a [person] to such an extent that” they will die for it (Pap VIII 1 A 491; NB4:10 / DSK, 122). Although he can be quite infuriating, he looms so large at the dawn of Greek philosophy that those like Heraclitus who came before him have come to be known as pre-Socratics, as if they occupied a prehistoric era. But philosophy was already in the air, which is why Socrates could be conflated with other philosophers, and to some degree he was made into a scapegoat for the threat that they posed to conventional values. He has been called the first existential thinker.
Not only did Socrates turn away from naturalistic inquiry but he also spurned a cultural form of materialism that involved valuing money more than the state of one’s soul (see 29e–30b, 36c). The jurors who convicted him were people who “[did] not care for the right things” (41e). Although he alienates some nonreligious readers with his stress on having a spiritual vocation, Socrates is more than anything an advocate for the reflective life, a hero for philosophy hereafter. He does not inquire for the sake of gaining abstract knowledge, but aims at a wisdom that could inform concrete practice, caring for the self and urging others to do the same, devoting his entire life to this endless task.Footnote 37 It requires nothing less than a fanatical passion for scientific rationality to protest (way too much!) that to emulate Socrates is to govern one’s life by “rationally worked out, rationally grasped, and rationally defended, reasoned ideas about the world”;Footnote 38 in fact, if a prophet is someone who carries a divinely ordained message, Socrates qualifies as a prophet in the spirit of the Abrahamic faiths. Countless ancient thinkers and schools of thought trace their origin to him as their founding instigator. And Kierkegaard, as we have seen, did name Socrates as his only prototype.
When Bob Dylan’s third full-length studio album was released in 1964, it was entitled Another Side of Bob Dylan, in a probably unconscious allusion to Kierkegaard – the point at the time being that this was a less politically focused and more personal collection of songs. It is an oft-repeated platitude that Kierkegaard’s pseudonymous Concluding Unscientific Postscript is either the main or the only place where “subjective truth” is talked about. The misconception that “explicit remarks” in Kierkegaard’s corpus about how subjectivity and objectivity are related “is [sic] almost exclusively the domain of the Concluding Unscientific Postscript” is defended by one scholar, for instance.Footnote 39 Yet it is not in the Postscript but a year earlier, in 1845’s Three Discourses on Imagined Occasions, that this terminology originates.
One can have an opinion about remote events, about a natural object, about nature, about scholarly works, about another human being, and so on about much else, and when one expresses this opinion the wise person can decide whether it is correct or incorrect. No one, however, troubles the opinion-holder with a consideration of another side of the truth [my emphasis], whether one actually does have the opinion, whether it is just something one is reciting. Yet this other side is just as important, because not only is that person mad who talks nonsensically, but the person is fully as mad who states a correct opinion if it has absolutely no significance for him… . It is so easy, so very easy, to acquire a true opinion, and yet it is so difficult to have an opinion and to have it in truth.
This alludes forward to a number of sustained discussions in the Postscript, as we shall see in due time.
We are temporal, finite beings, “and this means that there is a fundamental contingency, uncertainty, and unpredictability in our existence” (Damgaard Reference 43Damgaard2007, 201). Any divine calling – such as that of Socrates or Kierkegaard – is issued, in the latter’s terms, to “the single individual” (den Enkelte). Therefore, an approach to religion “that takes numerical form” is only a “deceit” (NB23: 11 / KJN 8, 209).
“We look before and after, / And pine for what is not,” Shelley laments in “To a Skylark,” and yet it is precisely through a backward glance that we are given what in Plato’s Phaedo is viewed by Socrates as one of the most compelling reasons to look forward to our immortality. Echoing the Meno and alluding to its arguments, Socrates about one-third of the way into the Phaedo arrives at the robust conclusion that our minds “existed apart from the body before they took on human form, and they had intelligence” (76c). How does he justify this claim? There is, as Cebes asserts and others agree, an “excellent argument” that when someone is “interrogated in the right manner,” they “always give the right answer … and they could not do this if they did not possess the knowledge” within them, in some sense (73a; see Meno 82b–86b). In order to notice that two sticks we see are nearly equal in length, or not at all equal, we call to mind – that is, we recall – an ideal standard of equality to which we refer the sticks we perceive (74d–75c).Footnote 40 Likewise with finding things holy, or just, or beautiful. We must have been acquainted with ideal standards of these as well, so that we can recollect them and appeal to them in making judgments of holiness, or justice, or beauty. These are not spatial or temporal, but intellectually apprehensible: as Socrates asks (65d), “Have you ever seen any of these things with your eyes?” The reply is: of course not. They are invisible and always the same, and the psyche that grasps them is understood “just as abstractly as the pure essence of the things that are the object of its activity,” as Kierkegaard points out (CI, 68–72). According to this dialogue, though, being and knowledge are intertwined in such a manner that both of these have existential relevance: as a recent scholar contends, “if Platonism is otherworldly, it is also committed to the relevance of the otherworldly to this world” (Gerson Reference Gerson2020, 261). The best life for a human being is one that strives toward knowing what is real. Kierkegaard would add that this must include actuality – not only eternal essences.
Those who practice philosophy “in the right way” (69c–d) are regarded by Socrates as initiates into a higher insight, enlightened beings who have purified themselves to obtain access to the truth. Though here an ambiguity enters. On one side, the lover of wisdom who “must,” as Socrates avows in the Euthyphro, “follow his beloved wherever it may lead him” (14c), seems doomed in the Phaedo to a sadly unrequited love. The enlightenment sought is not to be found during life in this world. Illustrating the “bloodless abstraction” that Nietzsche complains about, the denigration of sensory experience,Footnote 41 Socrates argues that our bodily senses can only deceive us: we do not “find any truth in sight or hearing,” and the mind “reasons best when none of these senses troubles it, neither hearing nor sight, nor pain nor pleasure, but when it is most by itself, taking leave of the body and as far as possible having no contact or association with it in its search for reality” (65b–d); a true philosopher will approach “each pure reality by itself” with “thought alone” (66a). But does our embodied experience always deceive us? Is not Socrates’ geometric diagram in the Meno an aid to learning an abstract truth about the square, and does not the sight of nearly equal things or the hearing of somewhat beautiful sounds bring to mind the respective forms of equality and beauty?Footnote 42 According to Socrates, “either we can never attain knowledge” or we can do so wholly and completely “after death,” condemned during this life to “be closest to knowledge if we refrain as much as possible from association with the body” (66e–67a). Yet the dialogue bears witness, through its own examples, to the way that our embodied sensory perceptions can lead to knowledge – however imperfect this might be.
The deductive arguments in the Phaedo are persuasive, to the degree that they are, mainly in light of the metaphysical picture that Socrates and his friends tacitly accept. And this picture does have its austere appeal. Our perception of more or less equal things summons to mind a perfect ideal of equality: in seeing approximately equal sticks, we think of this perfect standard.Footnote 43 Likewise, we ourselves may be imperfect in measuring up to the Phaedo’s standard of asceticism – Socrates, after all, warns against bodily desire yet has three sons, one of them an infant – but the ideal can still exert its alluring pull on us. To a significant degree, Socrates is depicted as an extraordinary being, whose invisible soul is motivated by no emotion stronger than a passionate longing to attain truth,Footnote 44 and who compared to other human beings is “a rational soul temporarily housed in a body and awaiting release,”Footnote 45 in the language of Pythagorean mysteries. The zenith of asceticism functions as a regulative ideal, guiding us toward becoming unafraid of a death that amounts to the freeing of the psyche from its bodily confinement; insofar as we feel afraid of this prospect, it is as if we have “a child in us” (77e–78a), and need someone to sing a charm over us to alleviate our fear.
Remarkably, Socrates does not scorn the admitted need for a “charmer.” It could be that rational argumentation itself functions as a kind of song that we sing to ourselves, because it fails to prove conclusively that the mind or soul is immortal.Footnote 46 The best it can do is to offer something like an analogy. “Consider,” Socrates says, “whether it follows from all that has been said that the soul is most like the divine, deathless, intelligible, uniform, indissoluble, always the same as itself, whereas the body is most like that which is human, mortal, multiform, unintelligible,” and “never consistently the same” (80a–b). His colleagues are in agreement with this characterization and with the ensuing conclusion that a philosopher’s purified psyche will go its own way when the body dies, surviving as it were in another realm,Footnote 47 even though this itself is a sort of poetical metaphor, since the realm in which geometric shapes exist is not literally a place. The “rational psychology” of the Phaedo, as Schopenhauer points out, is motivated primarily by a concern for the immortality of the psyche thus understood.Footnote 48 Yet the abstract essences the philosopher will contemplate with her purified mind alone are vividly described as objects of powerful sensuous apprehension. They are beyond concrete perception, but somehow beautiful:Footnote 49 “Those who have purified themselves sufficiently by philosophy live in the future altogether without a body; they make their way to even more beautiful dwelling places which it is hard to describe” (114c; see also 110d–e). This way of thinking is present when Keats contemplates the images on an ancient Greek urn and writes: “Heard melodies are sweet, but those unheard / Are sweeter; therefore, ye soft pipes, play on; / Not to the sensual ear, but, more endeared, / Pipe to the spirit ditties of no tone.” Sensible beauty hints at a beauty that transcends the senses. The human mind is a divine faculty, capable of knowing the truth about ultimate reality, beyond time and change. And, since the philosopher has identified herself with her capacity for pure reason, she herself can perhaps survive bodily death in a dwelling place too beautiful to describe. Kierkegaard’s pseudonym “Johannes Climacus” calls this Salighed, “eternal happiness” (CUP, 19 and passim).
So the argument from recollection gives reason to believe that the mind must have always existed, and that it was in some unspecified manner capable of contemplating pure forms. Then the enumeration of the psyche’s affinity to those pure forms provides further assurance that it like them has a nonbodily kind of existence. It fits with the outlook these arguments prescribe, then, to conclude as Socrates does that what is especially bad about powerful embodied experiences of pain or pleasure, which include many or most of our emotions, is that they make us convinced in our soul that we are experiencing something real and true (83c–d).Footnote 50 This leads us to pursue these things and take them seriously, even building our lives around such pursuits, to the detriment of the philosophical life, and of our mind’s perfection. A philosopher’s mind, by contrast, “achieves a calm from such emotions,” focusing on what is akin to itself (84a). This is what it means to “absorb truth and make it one’s own” (Pap IV A 87 / PJ, 155). The less composed, more hysterical Kierkegaard nevertheless learned from Socrates and on his death bed seemed to be at peace.
We cannot be certain that our mind or soul survives death, but we have reason to hope so. Yet two of Socrates’ companions, Simmias and Cebes, demand further persuasion, the latter claiming that a philosopher who faces death with confidence would be “foolish” unless she “can prove that the soul is altogether immortal” (88b), and the former also offers considerations which undermine this belief. The exchange causes a hush of doubt to settle over the room, and the dialogue even reverts to its framing narrative, where the eyewitness Phaedo is telling a friend about Socrates’ last day. How could Socrates respond, in order to address the uncertainties of his interlocutors? Phaedo says that he has never more fully admired Socrates than at this moment (88e–89a), in the gentleness and thoughtful care he shows in responding to his friends, respecting their state of mind even if he does not share their doubts. To the reader, this must be striking. Socrates – who is professing and, unmistakably, practicing a doctrine of calm with respect to human emotions such as the fear of death – takes evident pity on his friends and honors their perplexities. This is despite the fact that Socrates is soon to go gentle into that good night.
Here as always, then, the Phaedo is more than the sum of its arguments. If we attend to what might be called the poetics of the text, we notice a striking gesture. When the conversation about the nature of the psyche pauses at this moment of doubt, Socrates affectionately reaches out to caress Phaedo’s hair, “for he was in the habit of playing with my hair at times,” and says that the next day, “you will probably cut this” as a sign of mourning (89a–b). Socrates shows a deep concern for what his friends will be experiencing right after he is gone, and he tells them that it is today that they all ought to cut their hair in grief if they cannot rally themselves back to believing in the mind’s immortality. Displaying once again the element of faith involved in seeking the truth, Socrates claims that his companions should be on guard against losing faith in discourse and ultimately “be deprived of truth and knowledge of reality” (90d).Footnote 51 For becoming distrustful toward argumentation, for instance because one has been convinced that the soul is immortal but then subsequently given reason to doubt this, could lead one to the despairing conclusion that we cannot find the truth, or even that there is no truth whatsoever. Socrates respects the fears and uncertainties of his friends but pushes back against them simultaneously.
In the interest of showing his companions why he is unafraid, he provides them with a narrative fragment of intellectual autobiography, beginning with the admission that, as a young man, he “was wonderfully keen on that wisdom which they call natural science” (96a), wanting to learn the explanation of everything. In this context, Anaxagoras is named again, as offering the promise of explaining through Mind why things are as they are; Socrates found this more adequate than strictly material accounts (97b–98d). However, his “hope was dashed” when he discovered that Anaxagoras actually relied more often than not on physical descriptions, leaving Mind (nous) out of the picture.Footnote 52 Anaxagoras would typically give a reductive explanation of why Socrates is sitting in prison, rather than mentioning “the true causes,” that Socrates thought it best to accept the death penalty, but this is insufficient, because his “sinews and bones” would have been in a distant land by now if he had decided to run away (98e–99a). Socrates developed a different, humanistic method: he began “to investigate the truth of things by means of words” (99e), with reference in each case to the true cause or reason (aitia),Footnote 53 arriving at a meaningful rather than mechanistic interpretation of phenomena. And this led him to venture faith in the real existence of the things such as goodness and beauty that are essential to such interpretations – an idealistic belief that he is still upholding.
This instills confidence in Socrates. Not only is the human psyche akin to these abstract essences, as Kierkegaard notes (CI, 68–69),Footnote 54 but it is also of its very nature to be alive and not to admit death (105c–e), any more than fire will admit coldness or snow will admit heat (103c–e). Rather, when death approaches, as it were, the psyche must either retreat from it and remain alive or else be destroyed. “Which?” one commentator asks, expressing doubt:Footnote 55 yet, to Socrates’ credit, he does not insist that every reasonable person must share his belief that the mind or soul is necessarily alive. Indeed, he says this of his entire sequence of arguments:
No sensible man would insist that these things are as I have described them, but I think it is fitting for a man to risk the belief – for the risk is a noble one – that this, or something like this, is true of our souls and their dwelling places, for the soul is [clearly] immortal, and a man should repeat this to himself as if it were an incantation.
For the noble risk that it is “worth the effort to venture to believe” in the mind’s immortality, he is lauded as an existential hero by Kierkegaard in his dissertation (CI, 108–109) – and even more emphatically in his pseudonymous Concluding Unscientific Postscript, where “Johannes Climacus” writes: “If someone searches objectively for immortality and another invests the passion of the infinite in the uncertainty – where then is there more truth and who has the greater certainty?” After asking this, he answers:
Socrates! He submits the question in what is objectively a problematic way: if there is an immortality. [But] he invests his entire life in this “if there is.” He dares to die, and with the passion of the infinite he has so ordered his entire life as to make it likely that it must be so – if there is an immortality. Is there any better proof of the immortality of the soul?Footnote 56
Nothing has been decisively proven at the end of the Phaedo; nonetheless, the combination of “faith and persuasive argument” endorsed at 70c may be sufficiently convincing that we, like Pascal, risk taking this stance. Simmias is right to have “some private misgivings,” Socrates concedes – yet he adds that, if a person analyzes the matter adequately, he will “follow the argument as far as [one] can and if the conclusion is clear, you will look no further” (107a–b). For Socrates as for Kierkegaard, the demands of reason give way to personal commitment.
At the outset of the dialogue, Socrates was released from the shackles that had bound his ankles (59e–60c); now, as he prepares to drink the poison and to be released from this life, going to live “altogether without a body” and making his way “to even more beautiful dwelling places which it is hard to describe” (114c), his friends reflect that it felt “as if we had lost a father and would be orphaned for the rest of our lives” (116a). Although Plato’s text, at face value, offers the sad comfort that “Socrates’ companions do not need him” in order to practice “philosophy, which they will still have after he departs,”Footnote 57 the words he puts into Phaedo’s mouth about losing a father and being orphans forever after are heartrending enough to undercut this all-too-rational view. We readily identify with Socrates’ friends when they burst out sobbing as he drains the hemlock (117c–d), aware that his death constitutes a real loss. Is it a loss for them only or perhaps for Socrates himself as well? Supposedly, he is on his way to encounter ultimate reality, in the company of other purified philosophical minds,Footnote 58 yet no one can be certain of this.
Nonetheless, Socrates stakes his very existence on the life-guiding hope that his psyche will survive among the very entities whose definitions he was asking for in earlier dialogues such as the Euthyphro. While no longer the agnostic that he was in the Apology, his views about the likelihood of an afterlife are bracketed by disclaimers as to their demonstrative truth, and require stories such as the myth of the underworld (107e–114b) to render them more vivid and cogent. The philosopher’s way of living requires courage that aiming toward the goal of immortality is actually the most appropriate manner to come to terms with our finitude: courage, that is, which is formed and maintained against the background of fear that we would otherwise suffer if we were to believe that bodily death brings about the annihilation of consciousness.
Socrates drinks the poisoned cup as “festively as if it were a delight” (Pap X 4 A 467 / JP 4288). As the numbness caused by the hemlock poison creeps from his feet and legs up to his belly and chest, however, Socrates with his last words tells Crito that they owe a debt that must be repaid by sacrificing a rooster to the god of healing (118a). Whereas impertinent critics from Nietzsche to present-day authors of footnotes hasten to proclaim that what Socrates obviously means is that life is an illness and dying the cure,Footnote 59 it seems to me much more likely that what Socrates is talking about is the fear of death. He already owes a debt to Asclepius because, with his last breath, he can report as a matter of fact that he is unafraid. The philosopher’s heroism is never more evident than it is at this instant; he has been successfully cured of his fear.
In the Apology we see Socrates narrate his idiosyncratic account of how his vocation to practice philosophy was born – of a cryptic line from the Delphic Oracle and a more mysterious inner voice, followed by Socrates’ attempt to figure out the meaning of these. His interpretation of the oracle and daimon led him to a strong assurance of a divinely sanctioned mission in his life. What may be most striking about the Phaedo is that, in the later dialogue, Socrates turns to an abstract philosophical question, the nature and destiny of the psyche, and demonstrates just as firm a conviction about this topic – with implications not unique to him but relevant to all of us. His aptitude for forming assurance is deployed in the defense of a theoretical hypothesis. This remarkably unites the Socrates of the Apology, sure only of his own purpose, with the Socrates who, in the Phaedo, is mapping out ambitious metaphysical positions about the mind as well as epistemological claims about what can be known – not to mention theories about the possibility of philosophical reflection itself, and its value for us human beings.
It is here, in “Plato’s most dualistic dialogue,”Footnote 60 that Socrates stands out above all as the paradigmatic existential thinker: he is working out his own views, not remaining theory-free or following an established doctrine, and he is doing so even as his mortality weighs urgently upon him. He has dedicated his life to the pursuit of wisdom and is ready to die for this pursuit, the poison awaiting him at the end of the day. His “divine” psyche (80b) is ready to ascend into an extraordinarily beautiful realm (114c), populated by that which is beyond change – that which “always is” (see Heidegger Reference Heidegger2008, 86: the “meaning of Being for the Greeks” is “everlasting persistence”). No wonder this quest was worthy of someone on a mission from the divine. Nowhere else does the love of wisdom shine quite so brightly as that which makes human life meaningful and worth living. What Socrates is presented as having discovered in the Phaedo – with the ostensibly absent Plato (59b) lurking behind every line in this literary gem of a text – is a way of transforming oneself with an eye on heaven, not as an object of wishful thinking (90d) but with sound if contestable reasons, having sought clarity about the psyche through an honest and sincere inquiry. That Socrates dies utterly without fear is the supreme vindication of the philosophical way of life.
As the verse etched into Kierkegaard’s gravestone in Copenhagen’s Assistens Kierkegård – yes, the literal meaning of his surname in Danish is “churchyard” – would appear to indicate, with its lines about lying in a bed of roses and speaking perpetually with Jesus, in all probability Søren Kierkegaard himself was no less convinced than Socrates was that part of him, his soul, would survive bodily death.Footnote 61 At least, this is what he hoped for: the life of the world to come. Nor was this merely an Averroean active intellect, or the soul bearing an “eternal watermark” as do all contingent beings created by God (WL, 89). It was Kierkegaard in his very haecceity – or “this-ness,” in his utmost particularity and distinctiveness,Footnote 62 the specific self who he was meant by God to be and who actualized himself in space and temporality.
The author of a modern book called Philosophy and the Meaning of Life writes, “a man cannot be said to believe in Judgement Day unless he lives for it” (Britton Reference Britton1969, 208). He adds that this “is the kind of confidence that a man [or woman] cannot fully explain: it meets needs of which he is not wholly conscious: it is a stance which he can take and which he is lost if he does not take” (Britton Reference Britton1969, 213). Kierkegaard remarks in one of his Lily and Bird Discourses (on Matthew 6:24–34) that this is the real either/or: “either God – or, well, then the rest is unimportant” (KW 18, 21). He bids us to believe “that God cares for you” (KW 18, 43), to trust, with Nietzsche’s Zarathustra, that “the world is deep,”Footnote 63 that is, that there is an underlying meaning to whatever transpires in time. (This ostensibly atheistic but religion-obsessed author wrote youthful poems to an unknown God.)Footnote 64 Socrates, during his trial and on the final day of his life (as creatively imagined by Plato), evinces the subjective belief – Kant or Blake might call it persuasion – which is the Kierkegaardian “other side of the truth.”
Furthermore, his most Socratic figure, “Johannes Climacus” in the Postscript,Footnote 65 is also preoccupied with this topic. In proffering their diverse accounts of reality and knowledge, most philosophers or “speculative thinkers” have been “wholly indifferent to subjectivity” (CUP, 64). They are alike in being governed by the assumption that we must transcend our distinctive standpoint in order to find the truth, so they attempt to describe being and knowing in such a way as to eliminate the human perspective. “Objective thought,” in the words of Merleau-Ponty, is “unaware of the subject” (Reference Merleau-Ponty2002, 240). Anticipating Husserl’s criticism of “objective-scientific ways of thinking” (Reference Husserl1970, 129), Kierkegaard as well as his pseudonym Climacus inveigh against “objective thinking” that is “not the least bit concerned about the thinker” (JJ:344 / KJN 2, 233). Those are Kierkegaard’s own words, yet he is echoed by Climacus, who claims repeatedly that “subjectivity is truth” (e.g., CUP 171). If too “abstract” or “pure” a notion of existence is philosophically taken for granted, then the existing individual will not get clear about “what it means for him to be there” (CUP 159–160), to be-in-the-world. For the existential philosopher, who is concerned with the kind of “edifying truth” that hopefully can inform a life in pursuit of wisdom, the “truth which builds up” is the only “truth for you” that is worthy of the name (CUP 215; KW 4, 324). This truth does not and cannot aspire to the precision of a mathematical proof. It requires the passionate, love-based interest of the person to whose life it pertains. Following in the footpath of Socrates involves realizing that our life prior to doing philosophy has largely been wasted, and hence that “a change of priorities is needed,” which will “make life worth living”Footnote 66 henceforth.
In the remaining sections of this Element, we will be dealing in an explicit and sustained manner with Kierkegaard’s (life and) writings, yet the example of Socrates will be continuing to haunt us, as it haunted Kierkegaard. For Socrates does not only represent the kind of “negative” freedom that amounts to “arbitrariness” (CI, 228); instead, he exemplifies “true earnestness,” in which “the subject no longer arbitrarily decides … but feels the task to be something that he has not assigned himself but that has been assigned to him” (CI, 235). As Kierkegaard also felt.
2 “Religiousness lies in being deeply moved”: Love and Passionate Inspiration
In The Book on Adler, which was published only after Kierkegaard’s death, Søren claims that “religiousness lies in subjectivity, in inwardness, in being deeply moved, in being jolted, in the qualitative pressure on the spring of subjectivity” (KW 24, 104). “Just as it is an excellence to be truly in love, truly enthusiastic [my emphasis], so it is also an excellence, in the religious sense, to be shaken… . And this emotion is in turn the true working capital and the true wealth” (KW 24, 108). KierkegaardFootnote 67 spells out the idea at greater length:
To be shaken (somewhat in the sense in which one speaks of shaking someone in order to awaken him) is the more universal basis of all religiousness; being shaken, being deeply moved, and subjectivity’s coming into existence in the inwardness of emotion, are shared by the pious pagan [i.e., Socrates] and the pious Jew [e.g., Philo of Alexandria] in common with a Christian.
On the same page (113), he continues to say that Christianity’s distinct conceptual categories do, and ought to, shape any distinctly Christian experience. (A Christian, for Kierkegaard, is not a person who votes for a xenophobic populist as President: that so-called “Christian” is a member of the awful “Christendom”: see how Climacus phrases this in CUP, 45.) Yet he asserts in terms that could not be more lucid that he identifies the Christian God with Love, referring in Works of Love to “love, which is God” (WL, 265), adding that “God is Love” (WL, 190), and even going so far as to say that, as middle term between lover and beloved, “Love is God” (WL, 121).Footnote 68
“God is Love, and therefore we can be like God only in loving” (WL, 62–63). “Love is the source of all things [trans. modified] and, in the spiritual sense, love is the deepest ground of the spiritual life” (WL, 215). These statements make it unequivocably clear that “love” remains for all time the only accurate divine name (see Pseudo-Dionysius Reference Pseudo-Dionysius and Rorem1987), as Kierkegaard sees it. “Love is a passion of the emotions” (WL, 112) – or, “Love is an emotional passion.” Evidently this is the same point being made in the passages from The Book on Adler that I cited just above.
Love’s hidden life is in the innermost being, unfathomable, and then in turn is in an unfathomable connectedness with all existence. Just as the quiet lake originates deep down in hidden springs no eye has ever seen, so also does a person’s love originate even more deeply in God’s love [or, in God as love]. If there were no gushing spring at the base [trans. modified], if God were not Love [my emphasis], then there would be neither the little lake nor a human being’s love. Just as the quiet lake originates darkly in the deep spring, so a human being’s love originates mysteriously in God’s love.
Love is the enigmatic power at the basis of the psyche, and the deepest ground of human being. We are who we are only by virtue of being in love, in a relation of dependency.Footnote 69 Kierkegaard here presents what may be called a transcendental argument: love is that by virtue of which we inhabit a meaningful world. “A life without loving is not worth living” (WL, 38; see also WL, 375). Without it, everything would be confused;Footnote 70 our experience would not be organized in terms of what stands out in our consciousness as significant. In the terms of Immanuel Kant’s critical philosophy, it unifies the manifold of sensory impressions; in the terms of analytic philosophy of mind, it can resolve the “frame problem” of how we focus on some things and overlook others. When we’re talking about “the love that sustains all existence,” we should realize that, “if for one moment, one single moment, if it were to be absent, [then] everything would be confused” (WL, 301). Love gives us focus and orientation, and – most crucially, for this Element – provides us with insight into who we are as distinct, particular human beings.
It does not make sense to speak of the divine as if it could be encountered as an object, like “a rare, enormously large green bird with a red beak, perched on a tree on the city wall, and perhaps even whistling in a hitherto unknown-of way,” as Climacus puts it (CUP, 205). When C. Stephen Evans contends that “only an objectively existing being could create a world” (Evans Reference Evans, Hannay and Marino1998, 158), he is mistaken. What he means to say is that God is real. But what is real is more than what is objective.Footnote 71 He ought to have considered that, for example, Schopenhauer’s Will is precisely not an object, yet is capable of giving rise to the concrete world of subjects as well as objects that we know in our everyday lives. To characterize love as the ground of existence is to make “an ontological claim of the most fundamental kind, about the dynamic energy that founds all things.”Footnote 72 Love forms the heart as it proceeds from the heart (WL, 12–13), such that only the one who loves knows who he is and what he must do (KW 4, 125). “The love-relation requires threeness: the lover, the beloved, the love – but the love is God” (WL, 121). The first person of Love is God the Father; the second person is Christ (“this is my son, my beloved”); and the third, the Holy Spirit, is love itself.Footnote 73 Love is the sacred force that connects us to the earthly realm in which our duty is to love the person we happen to see (WL, 154–174). By loving others, not as gods but through the God of love, we become subject to existential imperatives which are unique to each of us. To admit one’s radical dependence on a God of love is not to debase oneself but to make an ennobling concession (see KW 5, 297–326). To need Love is our highest perfection, and this is how a God of love provides us with the grounding conditions of a meaningful life.Footnote 74
When we view things with loving eyes, every aspect of the world is enriched. As the contemporary philosopher Irving Singer observes, “life cannot be meaningless to anyone who loves” (Singer Reference Singer1992, 85). Love is not an objective entity but a subjective mode of comportment that enables things to manifest themselves as meaningful. “If you yourself have never been in love,” Kierkegaard writes, “you do not know whether anyone has ever been loved in this world,” for only “if you yourself have loved” have you perceived reality beyond yourself as significant, just as “the blind person cannot know color differences” (KW 17, 237). It is not a coincidental or accidental fact about us that we are loving or caring beings: rather, it is a grounding condition “of the universe of our possibilities” (Lear Reference Lear2000, 33). Heidegger phrases it this way: “It is not the case that objects are first present as bare realities, as objects in some natural state, and that they then in the course of our experience receive the garb of a value-character, so they do not have to run around naked” (Heidegger Reference Heidegger2001, 69).Footnote 75 Instead, we are always already rooted and grounded in love (see KW 5, 55). Human existence would be empty and vain if nothing were loved or cared about for its own sake, so we must love in order to avoid an absurd predicament. Love is the divinity that shapes our ends, to crib from Hamlet’s vocabulary.
Whenever we love, then, we are divinely inspired, much in the way that Nietzsche has in mind when he pays tribute to Schopenhauer “as educator”:
What have you up to now truly loved, what attracted your soul, what dominated it while simultaneously making you happy? Place this series of revered objects before you, and perhaps their nature and their sequence will reveal to you a law, the fundamental law of your authentic self… . Your true being does not lie deeply hidden within you, but rather immeasurably high above you, or at least above what you commonly take to be your ego.
It may be that Kierkegaard loved his vocation as a writer more than he loved his beloved fiancée Regine Olsen. Or perhaps what set off the trumpeters of the apocalypse was something else that he admitted to her in an October 1840 letter, written during the time of their engagement: “I have now read so much by Plato on love” (KW 25, 66). For, like Plato’s hero and character Socrates, Kierkegaard is a supernaturalist – that is to say, a type of idealist – for whom “meaning in life is a relationship with a spiritual realm” (Metz Reference Metz2013, 79). More specifically, Kierkegaard in his own life fits Thaddeus Metz’s description of someone who believes that “God’s purpose [is] the sole source of invariant ethical rules” (Metz Reference Metz2013, 84–85), rules pertaining to the individual as such.Footnote 76 Just as he accounts for love as an emotional urge (see Søltoft Reference Søltoft2013), he cites this kind of motive as the source for his feeling of personal destiny. Maybe he was one of those people who, as we often hear recited, “takes himself too seriously.” Then again, just how seriously should we take ourselves? Certainly, I dare to suggest, more seriously than we take our favorite television show.
Was Kierkegaard a religious mystic? Mystics take seriously what they experience, and Kierkegaard did this all the time. Bergson points out that “the impulse given by feeling can … resemble obligation” and that this is especially true of “the passion of love.” He adds, “anyone engaged in writing has been in a position to feel the difference between an intelligence left to itself and that which burns with the fire of an original and unique emotion.”Footnote 77 And Kierkegaard does in an entry of May 19, 1838, report a feeling of “indescribable joy,” not “a joy over this or that, but a full-bodied shout of the soul” (Pap II A 228 / PJ, 97), which reverberated in another conversion experience ten years later on April 19, 1848;Footnote 78 this one led him to write: “My whole being has changed” (Pap VIII 1 A 640 / PJ, 294–295). And he felt an urgent sense of purpose, as we will shortly see.
Spiritually I have been a youth in the best sense of the word. Overwhelmed by God, shattered until I felt even less than a sparrow before him, I nevertheless received a positive bold confidence to dare youthfully to become involved with God… . Call it crazy, but in my final moment I am going to pray to God for permission to thank him once again for making me crazy this way. In fact, it is doubtful whether anyone whom God has not made crazy like this really has ever realized that he exists before God.
Enduring what Kierkegaard described as terrible suffering, he became an author. “I have struggled and suffered fearfully,” trying to answer the imperative “You shall” in “an almost melancholy-manaical way” (Pap X 1 A 422 / JP 6416), as he writes in an entry dated June 4, 1849. Yet God has been with him during the whole process of his life, and “this is why I am so indescribably happy in the midst of all my sufferings” (Pap X 2 A 112 / JP, 6514), even though “being known by God makes life infinitely burdensome” (Pap VI A 98 / DSK, 21). Meaning in life is more important than happiness per se. Happiness tends to be over-rated,Footnote 79 whereas the importance of doing meaningful work is usually under-rated in both Kierkegaard’s culture and our own.
3 “So powerful an urge …”: Finding the Meaning of Each Life
In an 1847 journal entry, Kierkegaard writes of his literary purpose (my emphases):
Only when I write do I feel well. Then I forget all of life’s vexations, all its sufferings, then I am wrapped in thought and am happy. If I stop for a few days, right away I become ill, overwhelmed and troubled; my head feels heavy and burdened. So powerful an urge, so ample, so inexhaustible, one which, having subsisted day after day for five or six years, is still flowing as richly as ever, such an urge, one would think, must also be a vocation from God.Footnote 80
One would think. For Kierkegaard, in order for there to be meaning in life, there needs to be a unifying meaning to one’s life as a whole. His, above all, was defined by his task as an author, specifically – as he expresses it in On My Work as an Author, published in 1851 – to write in such a way as “to make aware of the religious” (KW 22, 12). And the criterion for this was unmistakably emotional, as he says in the related Point of View for My Work as an Author: “I feel a need and therefore regard it now as my duty” (KW 22, 23). “My work as an author was the prompting of an irresistible inner need” (KW 22, 24). Here he anticipates his contemporary nonconformist Henry David Thoreau (see Mooney Reference Mooney, Furtak, Ellsworth and Reid2012): “I hear an irresistible voice which invites me away from all that [alleged wisdom of septuagenarians]” (Thoreau Reference Thoreau1987, 13). And what are you going to do with an irresistible inward affective impulse? Surely not resist it. As William Blake writes in the same text that I cited as an epigraph (Blake Reference Blake, Abrams, Adams and Christ1993, 56): “Those who restrain desire do so because theirs is weak enough to be restrained.” I’m not sure that in every sense I agree with this, but we must come to terms with it in reading Kierkegaard. Just as love is an urge, the inward promptings of conscience – what Socrates called his daimon – are known through emotional feeling, experience that announces itself in the imperative voice. In an entry dated October 13, 1853, Kierkegaard, in surveying his literary career, writes that “the creative urge which had awakened in me was too strong to resist” (Pap X 5 A 146 / PJ, 559). He feels a need and therefore regards it as a duty – not at all a Kantian duty relevant to anyone and everyone but his duty, as the particular human being named Søren Kierkegaard. In doing so, he is referring to the notion of a divine name.
In The Sickness unto Death, his pseudonym “Anti-Climacus” points out that a person can “forget” his or her “name, divinely understood” (KW 19, 33–34).Footnote 81 What is it to forget our name, divinely understood? “Just as there are universal qualities that are essential to being a person [any person], there are particular qualities that are essential to being the self that one is” (Krishek Reference Krishek2022, 17), where selfhood is “a quality that determines our identity but yet is primarily in a state of potential.” Our “essence is fixed and invariable in its potential state, and is contingent and variable in its actualized state” (Krishek Reference Krishek2022, 52). For Kierkegaard, the former is prior to the latter. This sets the agenda for his account of how each human being has the potential to actualize her or his God-given potentiality in the concrete circumstances of his or her life. “God creates persons,” not as impersonal vehicles of reason “but as individual persons” (Krishek Reference Krishek2022, 19). Kierkegaard was nothing if not an individual.Footnote 82 As “Anti-Climacus” affirms, “every person certainly is angular” (KW 19, 33) and must through his or her situation actualize his or her utterly unique potential. Kierkegaard introduces the category of “the single individual” (KW 14, 93n), that is, hiin Enkelte, and claims that none of us is exempt from being and becoming singular persons, creatures who have Eiendommelighed (WL, 252–253) – that is, unique or authentic individuality.Footnote 83 And this is based upon what we have loved. As Ezra Pound sings in Canto LXXXI, “What thou hast loved best remains, / the rest is dross” (Pound Reference Pound1993, 540–541). This echoes the quotation from Nietzsche’s “Schopenhauer as Educator” that I cited above, and as we shall see it fits well with Kierkegaard’s way of thinking.Footnote 84
There is something to be said for objectivity in all of this. But not as much as some philosophers would have us believe. For instance, “my experience of loving another person might enable me to see the value which resides in all persons” (Rudd Reference Rudd2012, 133), which is true enough according to Kierkegaard and to me, but he adds that among “persons who have about equally praiseworthy characteristics,” I find myself bizarrely being “drawn to, attracted by, some of them, rather than others, even though I don’t think they are really better persons,” and regards this as somewhat unfair: “we can transcend our finitude sufficiently to recognize that other persons have, objectively, as much value as the ones that we do love” (ibid., 133–134). It is important that I “love them as they deserve,” no more (ibid., 137). This is like saying that I “value” a kind of music that leaves me cold emotionally (see Nussbaum Reference Nussbaum2001, 278). If emotions or passions are perceptions of significance (see Furtak Reference Furtak2005), or embodied recognitions of meaning and value (see Furtak Reference Furtak2018), then whatever seems neutrally valenced to us is something we are experiencing as meaningless; we feel that it is meaningless.
According to Kierkegaard’s pseudonym “Johannes de silentio,” the conclusions of passion “are the only dependable ones – that is, the only convincing ones” (KW 6, 100). It is well and good to note that “meaning arises when subjective attraction meets objective attractiveness” (Wolf Reference Wolf2010, 62). After all, both I and Kierkegaard agree with Max Scheler when he speaks of an ordo amoris and avers that “the highest thing of which a [human being] is capable is to love things as much as possible as God loves them,” which we cannot do merely (!) by virtue of being finite (Scheler Reference Scheler1973, 99), that love enables “knowledge of personal destiny,” and that what we can come to know through love amounts to our “range of contact with the universe” (Scheler Reference Scheler1973, 106–107, 111). Susan Wolf, Scheler, and I tend to incline toward realism about what love reveals. However, she is way too concerned that we undertake “projects of objective value,” and not get preoccupied by the project of “collecting a big ball of string” (Wolf Reference Wolf2010, 104), which no one ever does. Not, that is, unless it seems like a worthy enterprise to set a world record, without growing one’s fingernails out to an absurd length or something like that. Kierkegaard himself did not worry about such things. His books were not books that “someone” ought to write, but ones that he had a sacred imperative from Providence, or Governance, to create. And at the basis of his passion was that supreme “passion of the emotions,” namely Love. “These which present themselves to me as three, namely, the lover, the lovable, and the bond, are the absolute and most simple essence itself” (Nicholas of Cusa 1997, 268; cf. Augustine, De Trinitate), and by consenting to accede to where love, the hidden spring of the lake, is leading, we learn who we are and who we aspire to be. We learn what our divine name is.
The main problem with “the present age,” for Kierkegaard, is that it is “without passion,” devoid of passionate inspiration (KW 14, 74), “flaring up in superficial, short-lived enthusiasm and prudentially relaxing in indolence” (KW 14, 68). It stifles heroic ventures. We must “give up all imaginary and exaggerated ideas about a dreamworld where the object of love should be sought and found,” he says (WL, 161), but rather find lovable the person, the calling, that present themselves to us – to embrace and submit to our limitations. He admires Socrates as depicted in the Phaedo for his “passionate fidelity” to his mission, “as expressed in the conduct of his life” (Howland Reference Howland2006, 44; again, see CUP, 169–170). The damning fact about Adolph Peter Adler is that, after claiming to have had a revelation, he did not stick to his story but recanted – just like Don Quixote (CUP, 164), who was a knight errant when he lived in accordance with the belief that this is what he was. “As soon as a person is really deeply moved by something, when he is in mortal danger, when the extraordinary appears before him, when he stands impassioned with his future fate in his hands, there is immediately an either/or” (KW 24, 48n). Magister Adler “does not understand himself in what has happened to him,” for “he has not even made up his mind about what is to be understood by a revelation” and whether or not he himself had one (KW 24, 115). Kierkegaard, by contrast, kept reaffirming his account of himself, even amidst its endless visions and revisions. His own loving subjectivity was centered on a passion for writing, as we have seen; it is hard to imagine what he would be like without this life-defining passion. That is one reason why it is difficult to imagine how to interpret his May 17, 1843, remark that “if I had faith, I would have stayed with Regine” (Pap IV A 107 / PJ, 160–161). Stayed with her, and still written The Sickness unto Death?
Becoming who one is involves a curious mixture of inner enthusiasm and external accident, since in Krishek’s terms we are neither more eternal than temporal nor more temporal than eternal but a “synthesis” of these dual factors (KW 19, 13). We are composed like works of art, but we are not the artist – at most, we are coauthors of our biography (cf. KW 15, 198–199). Nietzsche, that champion of the will, acknowledges the passivity of inspiration when he states in Beyond Good and Evil that “a thought comes when ‘it’ wishes, and not when ‘I’ wish” (Reference Nietzsche1997a, § 17). He expresses gratitude for his entire life, says that “the fortunateness of my existence, its uniqueness perhaps, lies in its fatality,” and adds that “amor fati is my innermost nature.”Footnote 85 Although any notion of a supernatural capacity would be regarded by Nietzsche as most likely “a kind of philosophical fantasy” (Pippin Reference Pippin2010, 3), when it comes to how the divine inhabits the finite, he and Kierkegaard are very much on the same page. And so is Proust – whose narrator echoes Emerson when, accounting for how the heart has something like reasons of its own, he notes that for issues “close to one’s heart,” our “beliefs are entirely determined by whim.”Footnote 86 Here is a Kierkegaardian passage from 1846:
A conviction [Overbeviisning] is called a conviction because it is over and above proof [Beviisning]. Proof is given for a mathematical proposition in such a way that no disproof is conceivable. For that reason there can be no conviction with respect to mathematics.Footnote 87 But as far as every existential proposition is concerned, for every proof there is some disproof, there are a pro and a contra [a reference to Aristotle’s logic]. The man of conviction is not ignorant of this; he knows well enough what doubt is able to say … but nevertheless, or, more correctly, for that very reason, he is a man of conviction, because he has made a resolution.
“The idea for which he was willing to live and die was in fact the production of dazzling literary work,” as one biographer concludes (Garff Reference Garff2005, 59). He refers to the following passage dated August 1, 1835, written during a stay at the Gilleleje Inn on the Zealand coast north of Copenhagen. I am not the first reader of Kierkegaard to cite this.
Just as a child takes time to learn to distinguish itself from objects, … what I really need is to be clear about what I am to do, not what I must know, except in the way knowledge must precede all action. It is a question of understanding my own destiny, of seeing what the Deity really wants me to do; the thing is to find a truth which is truth for me, to find the idea for which I am willing to live and die. And what use would it be in this respect if I were to discover a so-called objective truth, [to] construct a world which, again, I myself did not inhabit but merely held up for others to see? … What use would it be if truth were to stand there before me, cold and naked, not caring whether I acknowledged it or not, inducing an anxious shiver rather than trusting devotion?
As he proceeds to write in this nugget-filled journal entry, he needs to ground his orientation in “something which is bound up with the deepest roots of my existence, through which I have, as it were, grown into the divine, clinging fast to it even if the whole world were to fall apart. This, you see, is what I need, and this is what I strive for… . It is this inward action of the human, this God-side of man, that matters” (AA:12 / KJN 1, 20–21). And, doubtless thinking of Socrates, he says that “the genuine philosopher is in the highest degree subjective” (AA:12 / KJN 1, 20); further: “How near is man to madness in any case despite all his knowledge? What is truth other than living for an idea? Everything must in the final analysis be based on a postulate. But the moment when it no longer stands outside him but he lives in it, only then, for him, does it cease to be a postulate” (AA:12 / KJN 1, 21). And, finally, “one must first learn to know oneself before knowing anything else (gnothi seauton). Only when the person has inwardly understood himself, and then sees the way forward on his path, does his life acquire repose and meaning” (AA:12 / KJN 1, 22).
To highlight some aspects of this: self-knowledge, not in the sense of how do indexical pronouns referFootnote 88 but as a kind of emotional knowing of my purpose, to which I can devote myself, a relevant truth that does not remain coldly indifferent to me but a subjective conviction, is a condition for living meaningfully and feeling grounded. Moreover, the source of subjective conviction is divine and may be described as a form of holy madness, of theia mania (see Plato, Phaedrus).
What answer did Kierkegaard receive on his pilgrimage to Gilleleje? Maybe nothing too convincing – not yet, at least. But he must have had an inkling of the subjective and existential truth that he sought, because two and a half years later when he falls in love with Regine he asks himself whether this love, rather than his literary mission, ought to direct his life.
Oh, can I really believe what the poets say: that when a man sees the beloved object for the first time he believes he has seen her long before, that all love, as all knowledge, is recollection, that love in the single individual also has its prophecies, its types, its myths, its Old Testament? … You blind God of love! You who see in secret, will you make it known to me? Am I to find here in this world what I seek, am I to experience the conclusion of all my life’s eccentric premises, am I to conclude you in my embrace – or: Do the orders say: march on?
As he writes in Works of Love, “what is the eternal foundation must also be the foundation of every expression of the particular” (WL, 141). Love as divine source manifests itself in forming the heart as it flows from the heart (WL, 12–13) into the concrete passions that define the meaning of life for each of us. Knowing oneself means wholeheartedly loving what one loves.
4 “The true life of the individual”: Kierkegaardian Amor Fati
In his novel In Search of Lost Time, Marcel Proust’s narrator develops what to my ears sounds like a Kierkegaardian (or Nietzschean) conception of “our true life,” that is, “reality as we have felt it to be.” This determines “the qualitative difference, the uniqueness of the fashion in which the world appears to each one of us.”Footnote 89 Discovering that requires “the courage of our emotions.”Footnote 90 This narrator even appropriates the notion of “subjective truth.”Footnote 91 He is speaking not about the self as an inner entity that must only be released from its box in order to spring to life fully formed. Our distinct individuality is based in our native temperament and is acquired through our romantic encounter with the world. Proust’s narrator points out that it is challenging to understand who we are, saying that he was “mistaken in thinking that I could see clearly into my own heart.”Footnote 92 Hence the requisite courage of one’s emotions. What is at issue in grasping our idiosyncratic personal identity, our destiny, is nothing less than the meaning of life. This would constitute “the highest truth there is for someone existing,” in the words of Kierkegaard’s pseudonym in the Postscript (CUP, 171). In the midst of existence and its uncertainty, the Dane himself writes, “one must acknowledge that in the final analysis there is no theory” (SKS 22, 396 / KJN 6, 401). But we are not mere bundles of external coincidences, things that happen to us – contra Rorty – nor are we only our inborn genetic code.Footnote 93 We are both shaped by contingencies of environment and biography and utterly singular in our innate God-given uniqueness. Krishek captures this concisely when she says that “we are neither more eternal than temporal nor more temporal than eternal” (Krishek Reference Krishek2022, 55). Rather, we are a synthesis of the two. On a loose paper dated July 4, 1840, Kierkegaard writes one of the most important and memorable passages in all of his unpublished works:
The historical is namely the unity of the metaphysical and the accidental. It is the metaphysical insofar as this is the eternal bond of existence without which the phenomenological would disintegrate; it is the accidental insofar as there is in every event a possibility that it could take place in infinitely many other ways; seen from the divine standpoint, the unity of this is Providence; from the human standpoint, the historical… . This unity of the metaphysical and the accidental is already present in self-consciousness, which is the point of departure for the personality. I become at the same time conscious of myself in my eternal validity, in my, so to speak, divine necessity, and in my accidental finitude (that I am this particular being, born in this country, at this time, under the influence of all these varied circumstances). And this latter aspect is not to be overlooked and not rejected, but the true life of the individual is its apotheosis [my emphasis], which does not consist in the empty content-less I stealing away, as it were, out of this finitude in order to be volatilized and evaporated in its emigration to heaven, but that the divine dwells within and finds itself in the finite [my emphasis].
Recounting how to find the meaning of one’s ownmost existence, Kierkegaard claims both that we are shaped by “divine necessity” and that the “true life of the individual” is nothing less than the “apotheosis” of our finitude, our contingency. We might even speak of him turning every “thus it was” into “thus God willed it.”
Proust’s narrator does manage to look back at what becomes the history of a vocation – and this, in the future perfect tense, is the author he will have become.Footnote 94 And Kierkegaard, in his personal unpublished notebooks, increasingly over the years looked retrospectively at all he had become and all he had done as the invisible history of his own calling as a religious writer. This relentless, obsessive, manic (see Furtak Reference Furtak, Hanson and Krishek2022, 103–108) quest played itself out in multiplying drafts, each one always subject to further revision, with his own melancholy or mental heaviness (Tungsind), his father’s sins, and his broken engagement with Regine Olsen always figuring into leading roles in the “play” (see Andreas-Salomé Reference Andreas-Salomé1995, xi) that was not a fiction but rather his enacted, finite life. In Lou Salomé’s words again, human beings are “forced to come to terms with that by which we are merely carried” (Andreas-Salomé Reference Andreas-Salomé1995, 17).Footnote 95 Recall Bergson’s remarks about being carried along on a wave of inspiration. We will view the history of Kierkegaard’s frustrating and yet fulfilling love affair with the world in greater depth soon. For now, let me mention that Kierkegaard’s description pertains to each human being, not only those who are as intensely “possessed” as he was. For we are, every one of us, created in God’s image and capable of enthusiasm in the Greek sense – in other words, of being divinely inspired from within.
Emerson, that instigator of Nietzsche (see Stack, Reference Stack1992), declares in “Self-Reliance” that he will “shun father and mother and wife and brother when my genius calls me. I would write on the lintels of the door-post, Whim. I hope it is somewhat better than whim at last, but we cannot spend the day in explanation.”Footnote 96 He refers to the Passover tradition of anointing the doorposts with the blood of a sacrificed lamb to protect those inside;Footnote 97 that is, Emerson claims that in order to obey his genius – we might say, his daimon – he will enshrine the sanctity of even whimsical inspiration. “A foolish consistency is the hobgoblin of little minds” (Emerson Reference Emerson1993, 30). For Kierkegaard, though the search for personal unity and integrity means more,Footnote 98 the enshrinement of one’s daimon as sacred authority is just as strong as it is in Socrates’ defense at his trial.
Nietzsche’s term for a love that would affirm what Kierkegaard calls the eternal and the contingent is amor fati, the love of fate (an idea with ancient Greek origins, as he knows).
I want to learn more and more how to see what is necessary in things as what is beautiful in them – thus I will be one of those who make things beautiful. Amor fati: let that be my love from now on! … Let looking away be my only negation! And, all in all and on the whole: some day I want only to be a Yes-sayer!Footnote 99
This echoes a couple of sentences by Kierkegaard: “What one sees depends upon how one sees; all observation is not just a receiving, a discovering, but also a bringing forth, and insofar as it is that, how the observer is constituted is indeed decisive. When one person sees one thing and another sees something else in the same thing, then the one discovers what the other conceals” (KW 5, 59). It also resonates with his claim that love “makes a person blind in the deepest and noblest and most blessed sense of the word, so that he blindly loves every human being as the lover loves the beloved” (WL, 69), and with his discussion of what it means to love the person we see, as well as what it means for love to believe all things.
Viewing what is as what ought to be qualifies as creating beauty. Such affirmation of existence is the antidote to nihilism and a necessary condition of living meaningfully.Footnote 100 One early formulation of Nietzsche’s defines it this way: “His holy will be done! All he gives I will joyfully accept: happiness and unhappiness, poverty and wealth [this sounds like a wedding vow for one’s love of existence], and boldly look even death in the face.”Footnote 101 Nothing could pose quite so difficult a test for affirming life as painful suffering that “we do not want but which befalls us unbidden,” without our having wished for it.Footnote 102 The article of faith that amor fati involves is cast in the future perfect tense again: namely, that what has transpired in one’s life will have made sense, if only from a divine vantage point. Kierkegaard put into practice what Nietzsche would later preach: as György Lukács puts it, the great Dane lived “in such a way that every moment of his life became rounded into the grand gesture” (Reference Lukács1971, 41). Did not his beloved mother’s death precipitate a fruitful spiritual crisis? Wasn’t it a meaningful contingency when he went to speak with Jakob Peter Mynster and Mynster was not home? Didn’t it mean something hugely significant when Regine nodded to him at church? Had not the resentful lampooning of Kierkegaard in The Corsair (see KW 13) prompted the second stage of his work as an author? And so on.
“It is quite true what philosophy says: that life must be understood backwards. But then one forgets the other principle: that it must be lived forwards,” which means “that temporal life can never properly be understood” by one who exists in time and is thus always unfinished (Pap IV A 164 / PJ, 161). Temporal existence never becomes fully intelligible. We pay for what Samuel Beckett, following Schopenhauer, calls “the sin of having been born” through our “incurable optimism” which leads us to affirm all of life, hoping that it ends up making sense somehow.Footnote 103 The truthfulness of a loving subjectivity cannot be endorsed unless it accepts everything we would have wanted to be otherwise.Footnote 104 What we have loved best remains.
Edward Mooney, to whom this little Element is dedicated, writes that “Beethoven’s late quartets … insert persistent not just passing dissonance that nevertheless does not devastate the sense of key completely” (Reference Mooney1996, 102), and Kierkegaard’s madFootnote 105 spirituality motivated him to trace everything to God, rather than cursing the day he was born. What the unforgettable Humbert Humbert, in Lolita, consistently names “McFate,” the governing power presiding over his American adventures (Nabokov Reference Nabokov1997), Kierkegaard names Providence, the God of Love, or that Love which is God, the source of meaning in life. He recognizes that “we do not relate to the eternal by relating to ourselves. Any retreat from the temporal world is a retreat into the realm of self-projection, rather than a way of encountering the eternal.”Footnote 106 In other words, Kierkegaard chooses to find meaning in both his privileges and his adversities, accepting profound vulnerability rather than being ruled by the “passion for eternal preservation” that “separates us from the event of the other, of time, of randomness, of luck, of finitude, and of love.” This author continues:
Love does not treat the finite individuality to which it attends as if it were an absolute; it sustains and affirms its finitude through a tenderness which is as singular – as random and unfair – as existence itself.Footnote 107
Gratitude for our very being-here is gratuitous, because it is a loving trust that bears all things, hopes all things, and believes all things. Unlike his hagiographer Walter Lowrie, who entitles the final chapter of his two-volume biography “Hallelujah!,”Footnote 108 Kierkegaard regarded his own supremely meaningful existence as containing as much tragedy as triumph. Yet his God isn’t an omnipotent bully or a random, indifferent flipper of coins (Ellis Reference Ellis2014, 119).
With his “primitive” melancholy and his “tragic” upbringing, an “authentic” love which he himself betrayed and an “involuntary” vocation that he did his best to actualize, Kierkegaard attempted heroically to perform amor fati.Footnote 109 He did his best to accept everything, including his own mistakes and their consequences. The emotional highs and lows of a particular history of love and suffering will invariably be more intense than the experiences of someone who adopts a view from nowhere. A life of meaning is one in which we live with the ambivalent emotions that follow from unconditionally affirming our thrownness into a violently imperfect world. We embrace the metaphysically unnecessary past in its meaning for the self we have become, and we acknowledge the meanings that have oriented our existence while remaining aware of what may still be possible.Footnote 110 It is entirely fitting to allow Zarathustra to have some of the last words in this study of Kierkegaard on the meaning of life. How, he asks, could any of us endure being human, if our existence were not a perpetual opening to new dawns and horizons?
I taught them all my creating and striving: to carry together into one what is fragment in mankind and riddle and horrid accident –
– as poet, riddle guesser, and redeemer of chance I taught them to work on the future, and to creatively redeem everything that was… .
This I told them was redemption.Footnote 111
Or, as Heidegger (Reference Heidegger2011, 19) points out, the affirmation of existence “is poetizing, thinking, the godhead of the God. For Nietzsche, ‘will to power’ is also love.” For Kierkegaard, to echo one of my epigraphs, our lives are indeed works of art, but we are not ultimately the artists in charge. Having sought an idea for which to live and die, he ended up being successful at discovering, as he expressed it in an early text, “an unshakable certainty in oneself won from all experience” (KW 1, 76). Socrates would have admired him.
Reading Kierkegaard is a vexatious but transformative experience. Therefore, you don’t know what it’s like until you try it. As any seasoned Kierkegaardian can attest, your time will not be wasted.
Acknowledgements
Without whom I could have done nothing: Sharon Krishek, James D. Reid, Ruth Rebecca Tietjen, J. P. Rosensweig, Ulrika Carlsson, and my parents, Tom and Kay. I owe a profound debt also to Megan Altman, Shea Li Dombrowski, Nicole Hassoun, David Hildebrand, Victor Kestenbaum, Alyssa Luboff, Frances Maughan-Brown, Willow Mindich, Anne Louise Nielsen, Martha C. Nussbaum, Lucy Osler, George Pattison, Sarah Pessin, Carrie Ruiz, and Imke von Maur. As Aristotle rightly says (EN 1170b-1171a), friendship is both precious and rare. I also wish to thank all of the (other) Kierkegaardians and existential philosophers from whom I have learned over the past twenty years, including those from whom I have learned in the process of articulating my disagreements.
To Edward F. Mooney
and to Me (she will know what I mean)
Rick Anthony Furtak
Colorado College
Rick Anthony Furtak is Associate Professor of Philosophy at Colorado College and past President of the Søren Kierkegaard Society (for calendar years 2013–2014). He has published two books and over twenty essays on Kierkegaard’s work, including Wisdom in Love: Kierkegaard and the Ancient Quest for Emotional Integrity (2005) and Kierkegaard’s ‘Concluding Unscientific Postscript’: A Critical Guide (2010), along with the co-edited Kierkegaard and the Poetry of the Gospel (2025). He has contributed to each of the Cambridge Critical Guides on Kierkegaard’s writings, and has dozens of other philosophical and poetic publications. He is also an Editorial Board Member for New Kierkegaard Research and founding Book Series Co-Editor for Bloomsbury Studies in Philosophy and Poetry. His other recent books include Love, Subjectivity, and Truth (2023).
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