In Dickens's Bleak House (1852–3), generic conventions of domestic novel, detective novel, and autobiography collide in the narrative of Esther Summerson, whose quest for identity is structured through her desire to reunite with her missing, mysterious mother. In fact, Esther “loses” her mother a total of three times in the course of the novel; these “deaths” provide both the structuring principle and the central crisis of Esther's fictional autobiography. In this chapter, I will argue that each of these moments presents the conditions of “loss” in different terms, and that each time, Esther is increasingly confronted with the question of her own implication in her abandonment. The extent to which she consents to and even comes to desire loss is directly proportional to her ability to master the terms of the autobiographical narrative. In other words, Esther's ability to represent herself as a subject, as an agent, is dependent on her status as a mourner; there is a direct relationship between abandonment and articulation, and specifically, between the death of a mother and the birth of an authorial subject.